Here I am once again
Down from the top of the mountain
Gone are the feelings of jubilation
Here I am once again
Walking the valley of tears
Surrounded by a myriad of fears
Don’t know what brought me here
But this place seems familiar
Been here before…
My heart breaks easily
Sadness encompass me suddenly
Tears seems to flow endlessly
Oh, where are my heavenly Father’s strong shoulders when I need them?
When I need to sense His strong presence to support me?
Where is the light of His presence to light my path and warm my heart?
But there’s only silence!
Not even a hint or a clue of His presence
I’m numb but I can feel the cold and hollowness
I waited, I choose to wait and I choose to wait with hope
I know He will come to release me
It happened before!
I’m never trapped, I’m never forsaken, and I’m never forgotten!
He is near, He is here, and I know He is!
I cannot feel Him but my heart tells me He is here!
And because of that I will walk this valley of tears
Courageously, fearlessly and confidently
Because I know He watches me and He will carry me
As He has always been doing…


